I, TAN ZHI LI, am the Role Model of myself!

Friday, August 26, 2005

Well, heard tht can see mars tonight. Dunnoe if it's real, news also didnt report. Then also received a forward mail about it. Someone told me it's fake. well.. think of it. Kinda true. Coz i cant even see a moon! And, the cloud is so dense tonight....

Anyway, i jus dyed my hair. =)
Quite satisfied. hahaaa.. Though it's not very perfect. The colour is nice. But, only the top part of my head is really obviously coloured. Er, i dunnoe wht more to blog le.

WAnna start doin my RWP project, but im really lazy. =x Arhs.. Sianz~

Monday, August 22, 2005

Sobz..... im terribly terribly traumatised............................... SHIT

MY Hard work of the past few months jus GONE JUS lidat. and i dun even noe what hAPpen??? URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

My diskette jus couldnt open the files and it insisted that i have to reformat it..... WHY doES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?? aAND the Report is like due 2 weeks later........................................... URGhSSSSSSSSSSS

really feel lik crying le....... heckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

WHYWHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Yoz.. actually took out my personal Diary to write le. But, sis ask me to help her do sth online, so since im online i think i'll blog bah!

btw, im helping her to ballot for her Tutorial lessons. And THe net iS SO LAG!! uRghs.. i wonder why University is so troublesome. First, u have to auct for the course u wan. And u even have to ballot for tutorials.. It's lik a first come first serve basis. And being my sis, the KS ger(jus like me) hahaz.. She online early in the morning to ballot, but the net was LAG lik.. SNAIL? hha.. then, the ballot period is till 5pm only, and it's already 3pm now, and the net is still super lag!!!

Anyway, let's talk abt my day! =)
School's havin a Chinese Caligraphy and Drawing fair. Then went to see@@
Saw alot of talented yound artist works. So impress. people at the age of 4 can even draw better than me.. =x so ashamed aRhhhx. hahaz. But all this is talented de la.. To me, i think drawing is not sth u can do well as long as u practised. c'mon! it's drawing!! how can anyone practised tht??? hmm.. well maybe u cud im not sure either.. hehez....

Kinda relax day~ no piano lsson. no test or whteva this wk~ But next wk.. aaa..
Last night was thinking this month is September le. so happy. but then. Suddenly im concious again, and realised it's August. awww.

*my memory is gettin worse. During pract. yesterday, i dun remeber if i ever place the chemicals in the test tube for heating. and i was askin ard if tht test tube belongs to anyone. And somone, i forget who told me: " i think u have Hen YAn Zong de Jian wAng Zhen"
And i think so too.. =((

I dunn wanna get Alzehemier(isit spelled lidat?) at so young a age!!!

Friday, August 12, 2005

hAIZ. sEems like my one and only wISh on mY wISh lISt cAn NevEr coME trUE............

Had my exam today. And i totally freak out. All my practices doesnt seemed to help.. all the extra lessons.. Im nervous. And tht EXAMINER wAs jus TERRIBLE. Toally. TERRIBLE. pardon me my vocab sux. i have limited words to describe abt him. And after my exam my first thought was, I HATE AH mohss.. esp.London Royal's music sch examiner.

And i jus burst out crying the moment i step out of the exam room. I jus couldnt bear the tot tht it turned out this way. the exam bearly lasted for 15mins. Haiz.. totally made a mess. And tht Examiner, JUSTIN was so totally having a 'BLACK' face(although he's a white man). Called mummy right after the exam. I think she was kinda shock i was crying. But she did her best to console me. haiz.. cry also no use.. wun change wht happened.

I dunnoe wht to say abt it. I guess mainly was because of my nervousness. I was lik not yet prepared and he asked me to start. Im wasting everybody's time and money. damn.

Why does it have to turn out this way? im depress. Dunoe wht my teacher's reaction wud be when she saw my results......... haix. i hope JUSTIN won make too many bad remarks abt me.

I shud really consider continueing lessons anymore........ urghs.
Im feeling very lost right now..
GOD!! help me............................

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

i think im gettin fatter and fatter.. =(( sObz... And i think im starting to have lotsa pimples poping out.. =(( sObzsObz.................. i feel so sad........ Why cant i have a nice figure and a nice face?? \=

i suddenly got this cute nickname from my clsmate; 'FBA' which stands for.. er \= flabby breast arms. hahahah.. lalala~ doesnt really mind abt it.. coz it sounds kinda nice with the short form FBA =x but pls dun call me tht..

hMmz.. sch's sIanzzz........ Go sch only to study and eat. but tht's the motive of gg to sch also la.. study study and study..... =(( But i think study is better than working.. \= if possible, i dun mind studying for all my life. i Love learning.. =))

Anyway,
*JunYang Rox!! ^.-
Love him to bittssss..!!
huRhuRhuR.......

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Jus had thE d0uBle Delights ice-cream; Chocolate & VaniLLA... hMmz.. I tot chocolate is suppose to make one feel happy?? well.. it doesnt seemed so..

whY?? y is it tht the same thing always have to happen? haiz.. thE one who gave me happiness is also the one who bring much saddness to me.. i wish time wud pass faster. i wish it wud be Saturday already, coz by then i wud hv finish my piano exam, and i have one thing less to worry abt. And probably cud ask daren out tt day too..

I feel tht im a very demanding person. Also some sort a perfectionist. why am i saying all these? IDIOT. But. am i only the one tt's wrong? Why does he make it till lik EVERYtIME wAS MY WRong? yRghs. but anyway, think im sort of used to the whole thing le bah~ no use brooding so much over it. and i SHUD NOT WASTE MY PRECIOUS tiMe aBT THIS...

BUt, it's easier said then done...
heck!

Monday, August 08, 2005

yoYo! HAppy 40th birthday s'pore! haha im earlier by a day. Blog early coz tml wun be bloggin bah~ ^^

hEez.. yea tonight gg to KTV!! wOots.. hasnt been singing for so long.. And finally get the chance to have the 5 angels gathered together... wonder when's the previous time we ALL gathered tgt.. ?? hmmz.. so long ago. i dun even remember when.. dUhz -.-''

Anyway.. kinda had a 'suRprize'
"the best prize in the world is 'suRprize' hahaha!! -adopted from CHarlie and the CHocolate facotry.

wAtCh tht show ytd. nice! hEez.

anyway, back to the sUrpRize'
rEmEMbeR.. D* daren. hMmz... after lik 2 years.. he added me back in MSN.. lalal~~ long story. wILL tell abt it some time soon, gg to have lessons now le.. cant blog anymore =x

cya' LATER deAReSt blOggiEx. *muackz*

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

hmmz.. seldom have the time to blog nowadays.. piano exam is abt one wk away =((
jus finish IOchem test.. kinda hard but still manageable.. hahah.. im so proud of my microbio marks.. FULL marks!! =x haha. though the test was kinda ez de la..~ i hope my piano results will be as good as my studies ~ haArs..

=)) Again, bloggin during lesson. Mr. Champion's lesson.. hehe... i actually finished doin all the maths pract in jus one hour!!

nEway, went to marina sq last saturday. wahz. there change so much le... seemed so nice to shop! i think in the near future the place wud be betta coz there's still some area under renovation~ hMmz.. a new place a new cinema. lalal~~ Went to watch 'The Island' there.. zaN zaN zaN!! haha.. nice show =))
GV cinemas are such 'nice place' hahaz.. it lets u watch movies after movies u noe.. ^.- hurhur =pPp lalal~~
guess ppl reading sure dunnoe wht im saying. It's meant to not be known la~ hahaz =pPp

Anyway, thouroughly enjoyed myself on SAT =))
*muackz*

Hmm, lemme see. haha! jus a little joke here:
Yesterday, which is the first day of Term 2. I came to school, and i used the toilet early in the morning to do 'business'.. HAHA!

Tml will be gg to Tuas incineration plant, hmmM.. why am i so SUAY???
From pri sch onwards, i've been visitng incineration plant. uRghs.. pri sch, sec sch.. and now POLY i have to go endure the 'nice' smell and ambience... am i stuck to rubbish?? urghs =x
i hope it wun be too smelly tml!!

gd day!!